you. ________ me.

I LOVE YOU CHUN HOE!!!!

2009-04-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

This is a post for my boyfriend chun hoe.....

I would just like to say that I appreciate everything you've done for me and I cant ask for more. There are many things we've overcome just to be where we are at this point. I have no regrets and no doubts with the relationship we have. I love you with all my heart and you know that too. All the ups and downs and all our petty fights brought us closer and closer. I know you may disagree with some of the things that I do but I know you only have my best interest at heart. You've sacrifice so much for me, I don't even know where to begin. At times you are protective but I'm not complaining. Baby, you COMPLETE me. heehee

I LOVE YOU LEE CHUN HOE!!!!!

LinZ..........

WoW

2008-12-03T12:32:00.000-08:00

its been almost a month since i blogged probably cause i was too lazy hahaha. anyway, my finals are over yippeeee! hahha so now im on holiday and college starts again on the 7th of january. Been almost out everyday the 1st week of hols. Now me and my friends were introduced to a new game : cod5 (call of duty 5) world at wars. This game has a particular map for only 4 players. these 4 players have to defned a house from the nazi zombies who try to get in to kill any living thing so its pretty addictive and you have to try it hahaha go to youtub and u'll see single players play this game till lvl 22 + and even one asian made it to lvl 65 solo , u might think its easy but trust me u wouldnt have a single cle till u try. max that ive been with 3 other frens was lvl 17. hahha so go ahead try the game, guaranteed "kan cheong-ness" hahahaha we shout so loud that one of the workers ask us to quiet down hahahahha

Shit laaaaa...

2008-11-12T05:18:00.001-08:00

well, hello again after a period of time not blogging here i am again. shit, today i had two test's and shit i didnt know how to do! it was accounts at 11-12.15 and math @ 2.45-4. Maths though wasnt that bad, i didnt know how to do one or two questions hehe hooray to that, still i think i need to buck up-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-!
Sigh** always easier said than done isnt it.

Life has been abit haywired. Like how all the wires get tangled up together. Seems a little farfetched but it seems so. And so, there are times when i want to tell but i cant because i just cant. that feels like shit. the urge is there to just blurt everything out but somethings holding back because there are consequences to every action that is made, and honestly im scared. what should i do? should i listen to myself or to take other ppls advice. for now im taking other ppls advice because i need some things to be pointed out to me which i myself at times cannot see beyond the image of my eyes. and there are things that have been pointed out which i have to agree with and understand altough the feeling sucks but life's like that. sigh... i can only blame myself. zzZZzzZZzz < see the zzz's ? im falling asleep hahaha nights!

Anyone up for paintball?!

2008-11-12T05:18:00.000-08:00

Alright, if anyone out there is interested in shooting your stress away on weekends, specifically every sundays @ 11 am - 3pm (estimation) , FEEL FREE to join me for a game of paintball!
Attire is simple, long pants and long sleeve shirt or if not short sleeve ( dont forget to bring mosquito repellent ) and dont wear white! haha besides that, RM 100 for rental of the gears which includes the :-
1. Face Mask
2. Body armor
3. Marker (paintball gun)
4. Free 1 bag of bullets ( contains 500 bullets)

Additional items:-
Box of bullets (2000 bullets) - RM240
Single bag of 500 bullets - RM60+ (around this price)

PS: its damn fun. hahaha call me if you are interested 012-9086670
TATA =]

Bing-bong

2008-10-30T04:08:00.000-07:00

hey watsup! i havent blogged in a few days cause i was sooo superbly lazy haha! anyways, another day has passed and well its been practically the same for me everyday. Sucks.. elaborate more on that later on. haha sigh dont have much time now either, well ill just blog later on or something. TATA till another time.

my week

2008-10-25T04:36:00.000-07:00

What a hectic week, on monday i had last preparation for presentation on the next day which was tuesday and at the same time i did not study for the test that was also gonna be on tuesday!! shit, i think i flunked both papers, ack. haha anyway thats the only thing that was really hectic, the rest of the week just continued like usual ony knowing im another day closer to due dates for assignments and also finals. Even knowing so, me, mel & nat and justine went karaoke at redbox in curve. U know what sucked? all of them had student card and student price is only rm7 and i had to pay rm16 instead... well its about time i collect mine. haha.

As i promised... Pictures!

2008-10-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

This is my baby cousin who just turned 2 years old, is'nt he just adorable!

This here is my new asset haha i love it!

Reminiscence.

2008-10-18T09:29:00.000-07:00

Another day has passed, man time passes so slow when you are thinking, especially the nights when you're all alone in your room trying to sleep but you cant, just sitting there in the dark thinking.. Last Thursday i was on my way to college and guess what i fell asleep while driving. When i woke up my car was still moving but really slowly, im lucky i didnt hit anything.

Still, nothing has kept me from thinking, all i do is think.. from every word of a song, in my car, at home, my phone, everywhere i go, everything i do, everything. Places where i've been and places i want to be.

A friend told me once: Of all the good things that you have done, it only takes one bad mistake for everyone or anyone to change their perception of you because its the bad things that everyone remembers.
Im not saying that i have done any good but i tried. I may have failed but ill keep trying till the day i get it right, and because of one stupid mistake, i admit it is a damn big mistake, and now i realize, brought me here to where i am, somewhere i dont want to be.

Your like the sun in the sky,
Like the light that lights up my life,
Your the one who makes me whole,
Your the one who soothes my soul.

Your like the angel that takes care of me,
but I was stupid enough to ask you to leave,
Now im regretting more than ever,
I guess I aint that clever.

Your like the blood and the veins in my body,
And the oxygen that pumps me,
You keep my heart beating,
And my mind constantly thinking.

Your like the magician that casts a spell,
You wave your wand and im gone,
Swept me off my feet again,
Make me whole once again.

Yesterday.

2008-10-16T01:58:00.000-07:00

I just cant believe your gone, still waitin for mornin to come, when i see if the sun will
Rise,in the way that your by my side, oooo where we had so much in store, tell me what is it
All reaching for, when were through building memories il hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that wel never play, all
The broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they
Can take the future that wel never know they can take the places that we said we will go, all
The broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay, i should be thankful for everyday, heaven knows what the future
Holds, or least where the story goes, i never believed untill now, i know il see you again im
Sure, no its not selfish to ask for more, one more night one more day one more smile on your
Face but they cant take yesterday,

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they take the music that wel never play, all the
Broken dreams take everythin, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can
Take the future that wel never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the
Broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

love bug xD

2008-10-15T11:01:00.000-07:00

Called you for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missin' part of me
I felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
[I can't get you out of my mind]
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
[You don't even, don't even try]
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby, can't you see?

Now I'm...

YEAH, OH

Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again

Ohhh
Lovebug again

sigh...

2008-10-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

back at home, alone again, sitting, in front of my computer, with a billion things running through my mind.

What have i done,
So selfish and foolish,
I have everything i want,
But i wish...

I wish.., I wish.., I wish...
But wishing just isn't enough,
What should I do?
What can I do?
What does it take?
How, I ask myself,
But I do not know the answer,
Im stuck on this road,
Trying to get back on track,
I need your help,
Save me again, would you?
Im not asking, Im begging,
Sorry, I have to say one more time,
For I have made you feel,
What i never wanted you to feel.

sigh... stupid insurance agent.

today =]

2008-10-15T09:36:00.000-07:00

Today started off with college as usual. Grammar was due today and i totally forgot about it and when i woke up this morning only then i realized. I woke up late and i was suppose to follow my friend to college so i had to replace my english class to a later time. One more absence and its a yellow card for me haha. Anyway, i didnt know today was CIMP talent night and tickets for the talent night could be exchanged for a free entry to euphoria. My freinds and I decided to go so that we could get a free entry to euphoria. haha if not we'd have to pay cover charge of rm40. After the talent night we went to euphoria to check it out and i have never been there before so we went and i have to say it was nice. 3 different sections and one big ass dance floor but inside is a no smoking zone!! wth! haha. Today was alright overall just that there were several things that ticked me off. sigh.. till the next post =]

Awesome song =]

2008-10-13T08:47:00.000-07:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

My love

2008-10-13T08:03:00.001-07:00

So, I realized i have not been blogging for more than a month and its about time for a new post. Hehe I'll be able to blog more but we'll see haha. First off, YAY! i got my new car! haha the first car that i saw in the magazine and was interested in it and when i went to see the car i knew i had to have it. I cant be any happier with it already. hehe =] College in the other hand is giving me so much work or it could be just cause i let it pile haha and it sucks anyhow. sigh, anyway id like to thank mel for slapping me in the face with his words that woke me up from my imaginary world back to reality. Altough i dont usually upload pictures or even take pictures in the first place but ill upload some later and there will be more to come! so tata! night peeps! =]

My 1st post

2008-08-27T11:33:00.001-07:00

First and foremost, I would like to say Helooooo and welcome to you who happen to be reading my blog. Its 2.34 A.m. and past my birthday, how sad. Anyway, foosball rocks. I know its out of the topic but it still rocks! haha. Ryan if your reading my blog , I want to say Thank You! for being my partner in the FCM tournament on August 23rd. Although we lost, we won 3 games even though we had tough competitors. Do not worry for I will be better in time ( I hope ) and we shall win the next tournament. HEHE. Time to hit the hay now. Before I go, Thank you to those who wished me today and thank you dear for the cup cakes, the gift and the surprise on Saturday. Mwah Mwah.

Goodnight Peeps.